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Scared to Death
04:39
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Just beyond the horizon. Past the meeting point of where we were, and where we are, just beyond our grasp. Lies the notion of “forever”. “Forever” and “always”. It isn’t fair but that’s where it will have to stay. Just beyond what we can be. We can spend these endless days explaining ourselves a thousand ways. And still, you will never know. Know the guilt that chews through my chest at the mere mention of your name. And I will never know the betrayal that crashed over you. As life took your love away. We can spend these endless days explaining ourselves a thousand ways. And still, you will never know. Know the guilt that chews through my chest at the mere mention of your name. You will never know. Know the guilt that chews through my chest at the mere mention of your name. We’ll share the scars that time will hold in place. The wounds that refuse to heal with age. But I’m done apologizing for what could have been. I’m more afraid that it’s myself I can’t forgive. So afraid.
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Afterhour
04:05
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Open minded to the questions we ask, while never accepting answers. I'm left to wonder. Never understand how I'm standing in the cold again. All the moments and dreams gone away. This is how I learn to design my self portrait. I regress to another meaning of life. Hopes and dreams washed away by self demise, and resolutions never meant anything to me. Without any intensions to live life on it's own terms. I took this as an excuse to eliminate any restraint. There is nothing fair about a life taken away. Anger is choking while blinded by defeat and oppression. Never understand how i'm standing in the cold again. All the moments and dreams gone away.This is how I learn to design my self portrait. Let yourself be consumed by despair. Despair.
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Never Forward
04:32
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As we return to, the only, place we know. Will we evolve, or just spiral down? I’ve chased away, anyone that tried to reach out and lead me to sanity. Cold but not dead. Again, again. Couldn't lead a blind man. Blind man to light. As I'm reminded of the wreckage I've left behind. Open your eyes, to my last crucifixion. As years go on, I began to understand there is more to life than this suffering.Triumph over self doubt and progressing without a motive. I have learned to respect myself. I have learned how to live for the first time. Now with mind clear and having the ability to give life a real chance. To love and embrace humanity.
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